I'm tired.
I'm tired and I can't take it anymore.
It's exhausting.
Everything is just too much.
Work,
Life,
Just breathing,
It suffocates me.

I miss you,
And I'm scared,
I'm terrified.

I'm terrified I'm not normal anymore.
I'm terrified that I won't be able to love again.
I'm terrified of living.

I miss you.
I miss you.
I want you back.

All this time,
It's you that hold me from moving on.
From falling in love again.
From being happy again.
From living again.

I'm just so..
So tired.