Troye Sivan's "Blue Neighborhood"

Okay,
So I haven't updated my blog for a couple weeks.

It is completely legit,
Because;
One: I am at home.
Two: I am content.
Three: I am a fucking lazy potato.
Four: There is nothing remotely exciting happened.

Until,
Troye Sivan's second installation of "Blue Neighborhood"!!

I've watched the first one;
"Wild".

And I loved it.

The first part of the "Blue Neighborhood" trilogy;

WILD

Ah yes,

Did I mention gays?

You should know me by now.

Cute boys,

Starting off as childhood best friends,

And things led astray,

Blah blah blah..

Their angst in the teenage years are shown in the second installation;

"Fools".

Second part of "Blue Neighborhood";

FOOLS

It just came up today!!

I was in the teachers' lounge,

And had to muffle my fangirl screams.

HOMAIGAD!!

And from the preview of the third part of "Blue Neighborhood",

It doesn't look pretty.

But boys.

Boys kissing.

Boys having sexual crisis.

It's a fangirl dream.

And Troye Sivan.

Nuff said.

Mission: Making 'Em Girls Cry

One week.

One week is all there is to it.
One week left,
And then we'll be separated into 4 countries.

Kelantan, Sabah, Penang, and Johor.

I didn't realize it before,
But then a lot of people pointed out;
"Weyh, kesian la kat korang. Jauh semua ni."

If we were all from the same countries,
It maybe won't hurt so much.

But today,
Said cried during our Cohort hi-tea.
It lead to Saba crying,
And me,
Jai ran out from the hall.

Everyone is hugging and crying.
All 215 of us,
TESL 1 till 5.

5 years and a half.

So made them girls a gift.
A vintage pot filled with cards,
"Reasons I love you"
and a necklace for each one of them.

I saw Saba cried,
And Zetty barged in to the room,
Hugged me and cried.

When they cry,
I cry.

It was supposed to be MY moment.
I was supposed to say.
"SURPRISE!"
And laugh.

All I ever can muster is choked sobs.

You became my world for 5 years and a half,
How am I supposed to let go of that?
I'm not ready yet.
I'm not ready.

Because the people I thought didn't matter at first,

Became the people that matters the most.