Mission: Making 'Em Girls Cry

One week.

One week is all there is to it.
One week left,
And then we'll be separated into 4 countries.

Kelantan, Sabah, Penang, and Johor.

I didn't realize it before,
But then a lot of people pointed out;
"Weyh, kesian la kat korang. Jauh semua ni."

If we were all from the same countries,
It maybe won't hurt so much.

But today,
Said cried during our Cohort hi-tea.
It lead to Saba crying,
And me,
Jai ran out from the hall.

Everyone is hugging and crying.
All 215 of us,
TESL 1 till 5.

5 years and a half.

So made them girls a gift.
A vintage pot filled with cards,
"Reasons I love you"
and a necklace for each one of them.

I saw Saba cried,
And Zetty barged in to the room,
Hugged me and cried.

When they cry,
I cry.

It was supposed to be MY moment.
I was supposed to say.
"SURPRISE!"
And laugh.

All I ever can muster is choked sobs.

You became my world for 5 years and a half,
How am I supposed to let go of that?
I'm not ready yet.
I'm not ready.

Because the people I thought didn't matter at first,

Became the people that matters the most.