Forgiveness? For What? Happiness?

What in the world should I be apologizing for?
FOR BEING HAPPY?
FOR HAVING SOMEONE TO LOVE ME?
FOR HAVING SOMEONE TO CALL MINE?
TO NOT WALLOW IN SADNESS AND SELF-PITYING FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE?

I get what do I need to apologize for.
For not taking account her feelings and opinions in matter.

But do ask this;
Why do someone who kept silent about their lives,
Wanted to get on in with others' lives?

It's all in the same circle.
What goes around, comes around, buddy.

If you never share what's eating you,
But expects people to do that,
Isn't that unfair?

I really don't care anymore.

If someone who thinks they can do everything on their own,
Who could live on their own,
Who has THAT mindset for the rest of their lives,
Living that way,
Thinking about people hurting them,
And not them hurting others,

Be my guest.

I don't care.

You could live,
You could die,
You could turn the other cheek around,
Live your life,
And everything will be fine.