She has stepped the first mileage in becoming a wife.
My other half.
I'm happy.
I'm genuinely happy that I don't have to be concerned for her anymore.
I'm happy that someone will,
In syaa Allah come and love her more than we do.
But I've never experienced letting go before.
Ever since Tok Wan.
I mean,
Of course,
We've had weddings before in our family.
Abang Long,
Abang Ngah,
Abang Cik,
Tati,
Aten,
Kak Murni,
Kak Pia..
etc..
But she is not just our close relatives.
She is one - third of THE THREE STOOGES.
Me, Amar, Kakak Tasnim.
It was always the three of us.
From infancy,
Till now.
I'm experiencing a feeling,
Where a parent is giving her child to someone in marriage.
Friendly reminder that this is only her engagement.
I wonder how it will feel when it's the real deal.
I'm so scared of people walking away.
I'm scared of letting go.
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