I'M GETTING ENGAGED.
Still hoping that would sink in.
I mean,
The farthest I've ever been was "almost - merisik" from Rozairi's Mum.
And after that,
I just gave up.
I don't even know,
People kept commenting that,
"You'll meet someone you will never feel bored with",
Or,
"Someone who Allah knows will tried to be happy together with you."
I don't know yet.
So I can't tell anyone anything what we're going through.
We didn't undergo the couple phase ( nor we wanted to),
And went straight to merisik last week,
And in two weeks,
I'm someone's fiancee.
I was afraid I might be rushing things,
Because kakak Tasnim also has just been engaged.
The three inseparable - who - have - unhealthy - codependent - relationship trio.
But Alhamdulillah,
I feel at ease.
I know Allah knows what is best for me.
In syaa Allah,
Whatever happens,
I will accept anything with redha.
And I know he would need to take "someone"s heart too.
She's too stubborn to accept anyone since Syidi.
And I hope he will.
He's as crazy as we are,
After all.
I don't want to have to choose between the people I love,
So I'm hoping everything will go smoothly from now on.
And although I've read blogs saying the hardest voyage will be during the engagement,
Ours will be longer than Kakak Tasnim,
Hers is 2 months away from the Capital Big Day,
While mine would be, In Syaa Allah 4 - 5 months period.
May Allah ease everything.
Two more weeks.
AHAHAHAHA.
I need a therapy session, please.
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