It's Okay

It has been a challenging week.

I've lost my two best friends.
Granted,
It hurts,
But then, 
I gained a new one.

The one who will never wander,
Who I will have no qualms on kissing his face,
Or cuddle him till he's breathless,
A bestfriend that will be with me till the end,
A bestfriend that will scold me when I do wrong,
A bestfriend that will help me hide the body (along with my baby sis),
A bestfriend that will argue with me on the ride,
A bestfriend called "husband".

Because he'll be the center of my world.

It's okay,
Because I have him.

I always wanted a love life like Mary and Tim in "About Time".

It was a simple,
Silent love yet a profound connection between them.

I wanted to make it work with him.

In syaa Allah we will.

We didn't get three days starting yesterday,
Mainly because I want him to focus on his interview,
But Allah made me miss him so very much,
It's about the same par of missing my family and girls.

On our last talk,
I realized,
He said "I love you" three times,
Three days worth of "I love you"s.

I don't know how it's possible to fall further in love,
But I just did.
I've been broken for so long,
I hope this time,
He'll mend my broken parts,
And make it function again.

And right now,
There's an overflowing fondness for him.
For my fiance.

It's nice having you in my heart, 

Among my other beloveds.