On Allah's Words

It's been hectic with the wedding preparations,
And school lately,
I have two lives to juggle,
Couldn't maintain this one.

It occurred to me,
That everything is on Allah's words.

I mean,
Look at me.
Out of many many times I've been saying "No" to marriage,
When Allah opened my heart,
It all goes smoothly,
In syaa Allah.

Me,
The one who is prejudice and look at everything so negatively,
Who doesn't even want to let go of my single life,
Is starting a family of my own,
The first of my girls.

I've been consoling Kakak Tasnim for awhile now,
How things go south for her.
She was a 360 degree different than I am.
The one who wanted to get hitched as soon as possible.
But as the day counts,
She started having doubts,
And all of those negative vibes came on to her.

I guess it's different when you're prepared,
Or you just wanted to run away from your current life by being married.
I hope she can make it through this,
Together with Fabilal.

Because when Allah says "kun faya kun",
Nothing can stop it.