The Wrong Calculation

When you thought the people who knows you,
More than you understand yourself,
Turns out to be a stranger,
What do you do?

I am so lost.

So,
This is it, 
Then.

I thought I had my priorities right.

I was wrong.

My first calculations were wrong,
From the very beginning.

I put others first too much,
And having small circle of trusted ones,
Made me rely on them too much.

Why did I forgot?

I am tired.
So tired of people come and go as they please.

I don't care anymore,
About people who doesn't want to be in my life.
I've lost those who mean the world to me,
And granted,
It hurts,
But I'm still living.

So this is it.

The end of the book starts now.
I have to plot the epilogue now.