Jaded

Worn out.
Fatigued.
Weary.
Enervated.
Drained.

What more synonyms that I can relate to being tired?

It's depressing.
It makes me lose time.
It makes me hollowed out.

The only thing that keeps me going,
Is my son.
I am trying to not expect anything anymore.
Not the good,
Nor the bad thing.
I won't ask for help.
Maybe it will do me good in the future.
When I'm alone and helpless,
I'll remember that I was the only breather in a dark corner.