Of Husband

I know I wrote about this topic in the previous blog, 
But I had to write it again. 

I don't feel so optimistic about being married. 

One, 
Why have a husband, 
When you are more capable of handling life than him?
Wouldn't he just be a burden in your life?
You have your life to take care of, 
And you have to take care of his too.

Two,
A liability. 
I know I am not yet married, 
And being so pessimistic towards marriage,
Maybe because I am not an optimist myself.

For me, 
Having a husband is just a burden to my life.
I have to listen to him, 
I have to take care of his needs, 
Do chores for him,
And in my head, 
That is just similar as to being a maid.

I might as well be one.

I look at my colleagues' in facebook,
Who are so eager to get married,
And who just recently married, 
I do not feel an ounce of jealousy in my heart.

Instead I feel that they are maybe too stupid for love,
Making hasty decisions,
And I kinda feel sorry for their freedom.

I value my freedom.
And not giving it away for some man, 
Who I do not know,
Whether he can take care of me,
Reciprocate my feelings the same amount I give him,
And still respect my passion.

Hah.
As if.

Men,
They want to complete their life,
By having a wife.
But have they consider themselves adequate,
To provide for their spouses?
If the food is not delicious,
Or the house is messy because the wife is working and exhausted,
The wife's physical is not as attractive as before,
Or every little thing that they whine about.

I dread for those things.

That is why,
I do not want to be in an oppressed relationships.
Men.
They want a perfect wife.
Do they redeem themselves perfect?

Go f*ck yourself.