of Sebastian and Mel

He keeps calling me "princess" lately. 
I think it is his term of endearment. 
But something feels off.
I don't know. 
Like a piano tune that lost one of its resonance, 
And truthfully, 
I don't know how to respond to that term of endearment.

Sometimes I wish I had the guts to tell him not to call me that. 

I just finished reading the third installment of "The Farm" trilogy.
When I first read the book, 
I thought the main protagonist was Lily. 
How she managed to survive with only Mel, her twin by her side.
Then came Carter in the picture.

As I read more and more of the trilogy, 
I became drawn to Mel more than Lily.
The autistic girl with the talent of distinguishing music,
The twin who sacrificed herself for her sister, 
And revived as a vampire.
The angry vampire who was taken under Sebastian's wings,
Became his pawn in killing Roberto,
And then so much more.

Sebastian was, 
At first an annoying know-it-all 2000-years-old vampire,
Who was a blurry image in the first two books.
He lived long enough to know better.

But you cannot escape in loving someone.

He barely tolerate Mel at first,
Took her in as his protegé,
And with her stubbornness and kind-heartedness,
He fell in love again.
Stupid even.

"This is what he'd done to himself to stay by Mel's side. This was the pain he'd been in for her. " - Carter

Sebastian merely took her in when he knew she was an abductura. 
After he turned her into a vampire,
He barely tolerated her because of the promise he made to Carter.
He fell in love with the vampire-Mel.
And still in love with her after she return back to the autistic-Mel.

For a 2000-year old man,
He could be so stupid.