Again.

We have no mutual interest.
Nothing in common.

I am a bookworm.
A movie maniac.

He is a football-crazed person.

I fell in love with this person,
And I am scared if I fell in too deep,
I won't be able to let go.
Again.

And I am terrified if I love him too fast,
The feelings would dissipates with time.
And I will take it for granted again.

Even when I was in previous relationships,
I hold on to my heart too protective,
I have no qualms letting them go.

Because I was in doubt.

But I am scared if I like him,
He would have all my weaknesses,
And he could use it against me.

I am terrified that I pine on him,
Just because of the situation right now.

So please,
Don't make me love you too much.
I don't want to feel helpless again.

Before I focus on you,

My heart was already shattered to pieces,

And I had no plan to mend it back again.

You came and it makes me to want to start loving again.

I am scared.