Grateful

I've been reflecting on my thoughts,
Actions,
Words,
And attitudes these past few weeks.

I have been minimizing my count of grateful,
And couldn't stop whining,
Getting mad at people,
Sighing,
And in overall,
"Ungrateful."

I was whining about my practical,
I was sighing about our allowance income,
I was mad at some people,
I was ungrateful the life Allah gave me,
I was ungrateful of the people that loved me.

It was noted that I was stressed out,
Because of our practical in SK.Kampung Tengah,
But I was being a cry-baby.

Somehow,
After reflecting myself on my behavior,
I feel ashamed.
A 23-year old woman,
Being given everything since she was born,
Loved by her family,
Have friends that comes to her when she calls,
And yet still being resolutely ungrateful.

I want to change this attitude.
In shaa Allah.

I hope Allah SWT will ease my burden.