I was shocked.
Shocked was all I was.
I didn't feel anything.
Yet.
That morning,
I didn't know why,
But I think I was in a state of denial,
By trying to calm myself,
With watching TBBT Marathons.
After Zohor pray,
The words that rang into my mind was,
"When people died,
You say they were loved,
But some people that was chosen by Allah,
Still is loved even when they're gone."
I had no close relations to Tuan Guru whatsoever,
But our family is a PAS family,
And Kelantan people respected him.
And this might seem weird,
But right now,
Writing this down,
I had the feeling of losing Tok Wan all over again.
May Allah SWT grant Tok Guru Nik Aziz Nik Mat jannah and rest his soul with other good people, Amiin.
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