Wasted

8 more days before Action Research proposal submission date.
I am pretty satisfied with myself,
Losing sleep and free time to do these things,
With only a couple of points left,
Before I send the whole manuscript to Madam Zainab.

If people look at my proposal,
They'd be,
"Not bad!"

But truthfully,
Even at the end of submission date,
I DON'T KNOW WHAT THE FUCK AM I DOING.
I seriously want to get wasted and forget everything ever happened,
Everything before 15th of April.
I want 15th of April to end quickly.

I don't want to look at the goddamned proposal anymore.

10 shots of tequilas,

7 glasses of vodka,

5 shots of Absinthe,

and 9 glasses of whiskey should make me blank out till next month.