Stop

"Please stop giving me hope,
If you were to shatter it one day."

Is what I would say when someone offers me hope,
In a hopeless life.

I wanted to say that I honestly don't care anymore,
That I am in charge of my life,
Of my feelings,
Of the step that I take.

But when people offers you hope,
You can't help but to feel it.

I don't want to feel hopeful,
I don't want to feel giddy about it,
And I don't want to lose what is important in my life.

My life.

Stop it,

Don't give me hope,

Let me be this way,

Please.